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Wednesday, October 05, 2011

so meeee

Couldnt be said better

Monday, August 08, 2011

The Lords prayers

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

LOVE

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Friday, May 20, 2011

JudgeMent day

Mark 13:32 "No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father

so may21 2011 is judegement day ...smh to me this is an idiot who wanted to make history and unfortunately more idiots followed this idiots words... idk whose more of an idiot the person who predicted or the ones who actually follow?!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

All i see is you Poem for my girlfriend




This insatiable desire for you overpowers me
I hunger to surrender my burning temptations
To give in and submit at the very sight of thee
To be mesmerized by the sweetest of sensations

Just one look at your face and I am in paradise
Beauty and perfection, tis ever link'd to all I see
Just one look into those captivating warm eyes
And I become hypnotized, dazed, bliss hits me

With every single tapping of this beating heart
I can feel yours sweetly interlacing inside mine
Like two magnets nothing can tear them apart
They beat in harmony, striding in perfect time

These butterflies endlessly flutter deep within
Certainty, devotion, of all the riches doth hold
Thou cascades this heart with beauty and peace
For I prize thy love more than streams of Gold

Come bathe in passion's sweet flickering fire
If ever two were to become one, then surely we
An angel from heaven I hold within this hand
If ever a woman loved a woman, then surely me

Monday, May 16, 2011

Faking the gayness




One of my biggest pet peeves when woman say they are gay cause men have hurt them too many times or when they say they full out lesbian and would never take a dick cause its gross ...ummm wtf like they say before every pimp was a pimp he was a square and before everyone was gay there was a point u had some straight thoughts since we all raised that way.. being gay is about loving ur same sexx lust love u crave for them ...not cause the opposite sex figured out u were a fool and played u .... in life u have to experiment so u know what u really like love lust need and want... if not how do u know what u dont want if u never tried it

RIO 3d


I must admit i loved this movie great recomendation.. wether you go with friends family or kids its hilarious thruout the whole movie!

Dedicated to me from my beautiul girlfriend

U r the FLAME in my HEART, U LIGHT my way in the DARK, U r the ultimate STAR.
U pick me up frm above, Ur unconditional LUV takes me to PARADISE.
U make my life complete, U make me feel so SWEET.
U make me feel so divine, Ur SOUL n MINE r ENTWINE

my beautiful god children




o how i love these children... darion is 3 rey is 1 and a half then you got valentino hes only a week old and then you got my precious princess tatiana shes 7 months ... i love my kids... im their godmother but in my heart they are like my own and live my life for them... to see them happy and grow right way healthy and happy and in great homes.. i must say i am the luckiest cause i got me the best babymamas ever...

Monday, April 25, 2011

SUNFLOWERS



“Bring me then the plant that points to those bright Lucidites swirling up from the earth, And life itself exhaling that central breath! Bring me the sunflower crazed with the love of light”

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

how do you see yourself

4-20-07 rest in paradise

R.I.P VALERIE ALAN JOSE

Current mood:nostalgic
Four Local Springs Kids


Four killed in accident on US 41 NBC2 News Last updated on: 4 20 2007 10:31:31 PM COLLIER COUNTY: Four people were killed and four others were injured when two vehicles collided just after noon on US 41 in Eastern Collier County. The accident happened near the intersection of U.S. 41 and Loop Road. Investigators with the Florida Highway Patrol says a 1997 Nissan was heading west on US 41 when the driver - 21-year-old Valarie Mendez - attempted to p , but couldn-t because of oncoming traffic. When Mendez tried to get back into her original lane she lost control and the vehicle slid into the east bound lanes. A 1996 Chrysler, which was headed east bound, tried to avoid the Nissan - but the two collided. Mendez and two of her p engers in the Nissan, 20-year-old Alan Suggs and 21-year-old Jose Diaz, were thrown from the car. All three were killed. A fourth person in the car, 16-year-old Silvia Tamayo, sustained serious injures. The driver of the Chrysler, 65-year-old Lucille Iannini, was also killed. One of her p engers, 69-year-old Robert Iannini, was taken to Jackson Memorial Hospital with serious injures. The two people in the backseat of her car, 18-year-old Evan Pratt and 18-year-old Nathaniel Royer, were taken to Naples Community Hospital in serious condition.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

BELIEVE

accept as true; take to be true;


grenade

DIVORCE

“Ah, yes, divorce ... from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet.” Robin Williams 
"Just another of our many disagreements. He wants a no-fault divorce, whereas I would prefer to have the bastard crucified."  J.B. Handlesman
"Being divorced is like being hit by a Mack truck.  If you live through it, you start looking very carefully to the right and to the left."Jean Kerr
"If marriage means you fell in love, does divorce mean you climbed out?"Unknown


Wednesday, December 22, 2010

woman like me



Friday, October 15, 2010

Inspiration

Everything is based on mind , is led by mind , is fashioned by mind . if you speak and act with a polluted mind suffering will follow you as the oxcart follow the footsteps of the ox everything is based on mind to led by mind os fashioned by mind if you speak with a pure mind happines will follow you as a a shadow to a form

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a dear friend of mine who is very amazing inspired we with this and i had to share this

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Venting Leads To Closure !

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why is it at times our brain and mind arent on same page ?!

EverLasting Love

On this very day i bring you thought full of mind body and soul but overall ive come to
expose my gratitude towards knowing someone special like u. someone in which i shared very important moments of my life with someone in ehich lives unconditionally in my truest feelings someone that to this moment i think about and all that gives is a smile to my faceand a glow to my heart but then again like they say REAL MEMORIES are like stones of life cant be faded! and yes true enough the years have come the past have passed but i want you to know every step of the way i remain LOyal to what we had so as i exit this thought with y best wishes my last request is to close your eyes and picture our LOVE as an EVERLASTING ROSE
sincerely hotboy
*twinkles

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Tuesday, September 07, 2010

Holding You Down (Goin' In Circles)





Why cant I find somebody else

When I know
Know that you're doing wrong
Its so hard
Hard to let go

I done went through just about two bags of tissues baby
And you're looking at me like you ain't the issue baby
And though I tried to leave
I cant stop missing you baby
And I keep coming
I keep coming back

I keep going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back

Why I'm so confused for you, 
I have no answer boy
When I feel so used by you just like a toy
Its a shame that you don't care enough 
To even give me half the love I give to you 
I live for you baby
I'm ashamed to say that I'm to blame for how you act
Cuz I keep coming
I keep coming back

I'm going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back
I cant stop... missing you baby

I stay cuz I love you
But I hate that I stay
You know I won't go 
Thats why you treat me this way
I want to be happy
Though it hurts me so bad
Don't know what it is that keeps me coming back

Keep going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back 

All i Want is you




(Feat. J. Cole)

J. Cole
Damn cold world
I never thought I see that day that you my old girl
Now I’m stuck here hollering at old girl
Got one, Got two three four girls
Shotgun in the drop made a right
Hut one Hut two told them niggas take a hike
Then it’s on to the next one on on to the next one
Hard to move on when you always regret one

Miguel
I wonder sometimes. I wonder if I was wrong
Tryna do right by you got me here
Now all I am is alone

Cause her eyes
those hips
and that (ass)
And I don’t compare at all, no
And at best all they do is distract me but now
Deep down when I face it

Chorus : Miguel
All I want is you
All I want is you now
All I want is you now
Now that you’re gone, gone, gone

Miguel
Coz being your friend is killing me softly
I hear voices
Wonder where I went wrong
It was my fault
And the wrong time
I wonder so often
Regret get exhausted

Cause her eyes
those hips
and that (ass)
don’t compare at all, no
And at best all they do is distract me but now
Deep down when I face it

Chorus : Miguel
All I want is you
All I want is you now
All I want is you now
Sugar now that you’re gone, gone, gone

All I want is you
All I want is you now
All I want is you now
Baby now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

Miguel
Coz they don’t smile or smell like you
Coz they don’t make me laugh or even cook like you
Coz they don’t photograph nah they don't sex like you
Lets face it I can’t replace
That’s why All I want is you now

J Cole
I hit the club when you left me thinking that could heal
Trying to celebrate my Independence Day Will Smith
Baby gurl who I’m kidding
Still sick Real sh!t
All my new bitches seem to get old real quick
And could it be you everything that these plain bitches couldn’t be
Is it a sign from the Lord that I shouldn’t be
Lost in the Player way sorta get old to me
Got me on layaway, Girl you gotta a hold on me

I say I’m wrong, You say come again
Damn said I was wrong look don’t rub it in
I got a lot on my mind
Got a flock full of dimes
Like a line full of hoes,
How they coming in
Just saying
Don’t wanna have me then somebody will
I’m playing
Weight on my chest like I body build
I’m praying
You ain’t content with trying to do your thang
And come back baby boomerang

That's why
All I want is you now
All I want is you now
All I want is you now
Sugar now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

You know that you're gone, gone,gone
I want yo back...

Friday, August 27, 2010

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

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LETTING GO TAKES LOVETo let go does not mean to stop caring,
   it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
   it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
   but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
   the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
   it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
   but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
   but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
   but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
   but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
   it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
   but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
   but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
   but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
   but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
   but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more
       
andTo let go and to let God, is to find peace !

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Your pain is....

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Your pain is the breaking of the shell
that encloses your understanding.

Even as the stone of the fruit must break,that its
heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.

And could you keep your heart in wonder
at the daily miracles of your life, your pain
would not seem less wondrous than your joy;

And you would accept the seasons of your
heart, even as you have always accepted
the seasons that pass over your fields.

And you would watch with serenity
through the winters of your grief.

Much of your pain is self-chosen.

It is the bitter potion by which the
physician within you heals your sick self.

Therefore trust the physician, and drink
his remedy in silence and tranquillity:

For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided
by the tender hand of the Unseen,
And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips,
has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter
has moistened with His own sacred tears- khalil Gibran



What is a Broken Heart ?

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Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Everytime



Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby


Tuesday, August 03, 2010

Whats your definition of a menage a trois ?

Whats your definition of a three some?

ok we have 2 woman and one guy 



then we have two men and one girl









From advertisements to comics


i guess it all depends on whats closest to your sexuality and how open you are with your self sexually



Monday, August 02, 2010

Dont Look back !!!




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Name: Telepopmusik
Album: Angel Milk
Title: Don't Look Back


Sit Still, and close your eyes
What's behind the other door, oh
No more silence, don't kill this thing we got called love
Just searching for the perfect drug

When Love comes calling
Don't look back
When love comes calling
Don't look away [x2]

And I'm standing over here
Watching you over there
Smiling, happy, unaware
Oh, life is spinning round
You're going underground, forgetting who we were
Let's try and keep it just one more day

When Love comes calling
Don't look back
When love comes calling
Don't look away [x2]

You take your love
And throw it all around
Like it's nothing special
Just a sound
Let me say one more thing
I don't think you realize
That a day is like a year sometimes

(When Love comes calling
Don't look back
When love comes calling
Don't look away) [x4]


Monday, July 19, 2010

Rest In Paradise

RESt iN PARADiSE Pictures, Images and Photos


heaven Pictures, Images and Photos


See When You ask me What Heaven is This comes in Mind
iN one week i found out 2 people i knew have passed away, but two different situations both people i have met few times but talked to them enough to hear a piece of their mind both hustlas both street smart yet somehow this drug game had some piece of them as well ,
both deaths were sudden and none due to drugs and both merely 30 it saddens me cause ive gotten advice from both and i been told the same advice and it shocks me
yet the one i knew less is who inspired me, this man was in a wheelchair but if you met him his attitude doesnt remind you what his misunfortue was , so cocky so confident and so positive , we spoke and he kept being so positive and somehow i felt understood "real recognize real"
he told me to stay how i am with my hustla ambition and to get  myself ahead in my education especially with my business minded self, unfortunately he fell in a pool and passed away it torns me cause iwish i knew him better yet somehow if i did i probably be more hurt all i knnow is hes an angel now and i at least got to meet "real"
R.i.p hecor hernandez
r.i.p luis ramos aka rubio

rubio i didnt know you well but i understood you to the point where i want to be more positive in this life i lead


Sunday, July 11, 2010

I Like to Thank

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Whoever Decided to Smoke MARIJUANA!

The Truth

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Friday, July 09, 2010

Hello My Name Is..

Lesbianism

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I wonder how it all began ,
lesbian , gay , dykes , carpet muncher , etc

Its funny cause when i was younger i always said why would i be involved with a woman if i have the same thing, then around the age of 15 i was ADDICTED to another girls LUST

WOMAN and SEX wasnt something i ever thought i would mix , well never say never cause i can consider that my biggest FETISH

Like i really cant understand how a man can find another man attractive, how can you not find another woman sexy? but thats just my opinion

I remember my first time my friend took me to a hotel he had some party going on.. he rented two rooms and i thought one of his friends was sexy... funny cause first time i ended up rolling balls 4 hours later he tells me him and his girl will go to their room , and he ends up leaving me with his sexy friend jeje!
all i know is i go to take a shower and there she goes MOLESTING me.. and nope i didnt stop her it wasnt my first time eating but my first time being pleased by another girl.. it facinated me
from then on lets just say i became the "pussy monster"

See but theres a difference between LOVE and LUST!

i realized i couldnt LOVE another woman like i can LOVE a man... it always was LUST , just the whole sex part is what i would anticipate didnt want anything else, no emotions mixed into it..
i tried lots of times and Nope real LOVE couldnt , then i finally got engaged at 18 to another girl..after 3 months i realized it wasnt for me.. the whole image of me having kids one day thru frozen sperm or just imagining having children raised in a home where theres no FATHER , it scared me honestly , i had to think of the future especially mines since evry move you make makes your fate ...
See SEX between 2 woman is very SENSUAL
SEX with a Man is Animalistic

two different worlds
See i didnt have specific type as long as she knew she was a girl and didnt live thinking she was a dude
What i didnt understand is when lesbians wanna use dildos , sorry it wasnt for me the whole PLASTIC object , see i understand vibrator but DILDO?
for that i always went back to a guy
Lesbianism well whoever first made the move i wanna thank her !
I LOVE LESBIANS!

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Puffy and his squeaking giraffe

Puffy and his squeaking giraffe

Friday, June 25, 2010

Amil

What happened to you?
i beleive she is one of the greatest female emcees

love this song



After jay-z shes somehow disapeared

Thursday, June 24, 2010

The Best medicine

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I can say they healed every pain i went through in my teens


In my opinion i believe MUSIC CURES DEPRESSION !

i believe every depressed should play the radio play music and trust me itll make a difference, people should make it a habit to always expand their minds when it comes to music

Up to you Do you wanna make a #classic or a #commercial hit

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Im sorry but i love to feel the emotions in a song , i love to close my eyes and relate

Music is the Best medicine