Venting Leads To Closure !

why is it at times our brain and mind arent on same page ?!

EverLasting Love

On this very day i bring you thought full of mind body and soul but overall ive come to
expose my gratitude towards knowing someone special like u. someone in which i shared very important moments of my life with someone in ehich lives unconditionally in my truest feelings someone that to this moment i think about and all that gives is a smile to my faceand a glow to my heart but then again like they say REAL MEMORIES are like stones of life cant be faded! and yes true enough the years have come the past have passed but i want you to know every step of the way i remain LOyal to what we had so as i exit this thought with y best wishes my last request is to close your eyes and picture our LOVE as an EVERLASTING ROSE
sincerely hotboy
*twinkles

Holding You Down (Goin' In Circles)

Why cant I find somebody else
When I know
Know that you're doing wrong
Its so hard
Hard to let go

I done went through just about two bags of tissues baby
And you're looking at me like you ain't the issue baby
And though I tried to leave
I cant stop missing you baby
And I keep coming
I keep coming back

I keep going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back

Why I'm so confused for you, 
I have no answer boy
When I feel so used by you just like a toy
Its a shame that you don't care enough 
To even give me half the love I give to you 
I live for you baby
I'm ashamed to say that I'm to blame for how you act
Cuz I keep coming
I keep coming back

I'm going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back
I cant stop... missing you baby

I stay cuz I love you
But I hate that I stay
You know I won't go 
Thats why you treat me this way
I want to be happy
Though it hurts me so bad
Don't know what it is that keeps me coming back

Keep going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back 

All i Want is you

(Feat. J. Cole)

J. Cole Damn cold world I never thought I see that day that you my old girl Now I’m stuck here hollering at old girl Got one, Got two three four girls Shotgun in the drop made a right Hut one Hut two told them niggas take a hike Then it’s on to the next one on on to the next one Hard to move on when you always regret one Miguel I wonder sometimes. I wonder if I was wrong Tryna do right by you got me here Now all I am is alone Cause her eyes those hips and that (ass) And I don’t compare at all, no And at best all they do is distract me but now Deep down when I face it Chorus : Miguel All I want is you All I want is you now All I want is you now Now that you’re gone, gone, gone Miguel Coz being your friend is killing me softly I hear voices Wonder where I went wrong It was my fault And the wrong time I wonder so often Regret get exhausted Cause her eyes those hips and that (ass) don’t compare at all, no And at best all they do is distract me but now Deep down when I face it Chorus : Miguel All I want is you All I want is you now All I want is you now Sugar now that you’re gone, gone, gone All I want is you All I want is you now All I want is you now Baby now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone Miguel Coz they don’t smile or smell like you Coz they don’t make me laugh or even cook like you Coz they don’t photograph nah they don't sex like you Lets face it I can’t replace That’s why All I want is you now J Cole I hit the club when you left me thinking that could heal Trying to celebrate my Independence Day Will Smith Baby gurl who I’m kidding Still sick Real sh!t All my new bitches seem to get old real quick And could it be you everything that these plain bitches couldn’t be Is it a sign from the Lord that I shouldn’t be Lost in the Player way sorta get old to me Got me on layaway, Girl you gotta a hold on me I say I’m wrong, You say come again Damn said I was wrong look don’t rub it in I got a lot on my mind Got a flock full of dimes Like a line full of hoes, How they coming in Just saying Don’t wanna have me then somebody will I’m playing Weight on my chest like I body build I’m praying You ain’t content with trying to do your thang And come back baby boomerang That's why All I want is you now All I want is you now All I want is you now Sugar now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone You know that you're gone, gone,gone I want yo back...