woman like me

Inspiration

Everything is based on mind , is led by mind , is fashioned by mind . if you speak and act with a polluted mind suffering will follow you as the oxcart follow the footsteps of the ox everything is based on mind to led by mind os fashioned by mind if you speak with a pure mind happines will follow you as a a shadow to a form



a dear friend of mine who is very amazing inspired we with this and i had to share this

torn apart

Venting Leads To Closure !

why is it at times our brain and mind arent on same page ?!

EverLasting Love

On this very day i bring you thought full of mind body and soul but overall ive come to
expose my gratitude towards knowing someone special like u. someone in which i shared very important moments of my life with someone in ehich lives unconditionally in my truest feelings someone that to this moment i think about and all that gives is a smile to my faceand a glow to my heart but then again like they say REAL MEMORIES are like stones of life cant be faded! and yes true enough the years have come the past have passed but i want you to know every step of the way i remain LOyal to what we had so as i exit this thought with y best wishes my last request is to close your eyes and picture our LOVE as an EVERLASTING ROSE
sincerely hotboy
*twinkles

Holding You Down (Goin' In Circles)

Why cant I find somebody else
When I know
Know that you're doing wrong
Its so hard
Hard to let go

I done went through just about two bags of tissues baby
And you're looking at me like you ain't the issue baby
And though I tried to leave
I cant stop missing you baby
And I keep coming
I keep coming back

I keep going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back

Why I'm so confused for you, 
I have no answer boy
When I feel so used by you just like a toy
Its a shame that you don't care enough 
To even give me half the love I give to you 
I live for you baby
I'm ashamed to say that I'm to blame for how you act
Cuz I keep coming
I keep coming back

I'm going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back
I cant stop... missing you baby

I stay cuz I love you
But I hate that I stay
You know I won't go 
Thats why you treat me this way
I want to be happy
Though it hurts me so bad
Don't know what it is that keeps me coming back

Keep going in circles, circles
Round and round
And while you're doing me so wrong
I just keep holding you down
I feel so stupid, foolish
Loving you all this way
But what I can I say
But I wanna go
I wanna go
But I keep coming back 

All i Want is you

(Feat. J. Cole)

J. Cole Damn cold world I never thought I see that day that you my old girl Now I’m stuck here hollering at old girl Got one, Got two three four girls Shotgun in the drop made a right Hut one Hut two told them niggas take a hike Then it’s on to the next one on on to the next one Hard to move on when you always regret one Miguel I wonder sometimes. I wonder if I was wrong Tryna do right by you got me here Now all I am is alone Cause her eyes those hips and that (ass) And I don’t compare at all, no And at best all they do is distract me but now Deep down when I face it Chorus : Miguel All I want is you All I want is you now All I want is you now Now that you’re gone, gone, gone Miguel Coz being your friend is killing me softly I hear voices Wonder where I went wrong It was my fault And the wrong time I wonder so often Regret get exhausted Cause her eyes those hips and that (ass) don’t compare at all, no And at best all they do is distract me but now Deep down when I face it Chorus : Miguel All I want is you All I want is you now All I want is you now Sugar now that you’re gone, gone, gone All I want is you All I want is you now All I want is you now Baby now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone Miguel Coz they don’t smile or smell like you Coz they don’t make me laugh or even cook like you Coz they don’t photograph nah they don't sex like you Lets face it I can’t replace That’s why All I want is you now J Cole I hit the club when you left me thinking that could heal Trying to celebrate my Independence Day Will Smith Baby gurl who I’m kidding Still sick Real sh!t All my new bitches seem to get old real quick And could it be you everything that these plain bitches couldn’t be Is it a sign from the Lord that I shouldn’t be Lost in the Player way sorta get old to me Got me on layaway, Girl you gotta a hold on me I say I’m wrong, You say come again Damn said I was wrong look don’t rub it in I got a lot on my mind Got a flock full of dimes Like a line full of hoes, How they coming in Just saying Don’t wanna have me then somebody will I’m playing Weight on my chest like I body build I’m praying You ain’t content with trying to do your thang And come back baby boomerang That's why All I want is you now All I want is you now All I want is you now Sugar now that you’re gone, gone, gone, gone, gone You know that you're gone, gone,gone I want yo back...

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

LETTING GO TAKES LOVETo let go does not mean to stop caring,
   it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
   it's the realization I can't control another.To let go is not to enable,
   but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
   the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
   it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
   but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
   but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
   but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
   but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
   it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
   but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
   but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
   but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
   but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
   but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more
       andTo let go and to let God, is to find peace !

Your pain is....

Your pain is the breaking of the shell
that encloses your understanding.

Even as the stone of the fruit must break,that its
heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.

And could you keep your heart in wonder
at the daily miracles of your life, your pain
would not seem less wondrous than your joy;

And you would accept the seasons of your
heart, even as you have always accepted
the seasons that pass over your fields.

And you would watch with serenity
through the winters of your grief.

Much of your pain is self-chosen.

It is the bitter potion by which the
physician within you heals your sick self.

Therefore trust the physician, and drink
his remedy in silence and tranquillity:

For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided
by the tender hand of the Unseen,
And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips,
has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter
has moistened with His own sacred tears- khalil Gibran

What is a Broken Heart ?

Everytime

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

Whats your definition of a menage a trois ?

Whats your definition of a three some?

ok we have 2 woman and one guy 

then we have two men and one girl

From advertisements to comics

i guess it all depends on whats closest to your sexuality and how open you are with your self sexually

Dont Look back !!!

Name: Telepopmusik
Album: Angel Milk
Title: Don't Look Back


Sit Still, and close your eyes
What's behind the other door, oh
No more silence, don't kill this thing we got called love
Just searching for the perfect drug

When Love comes calling
Don't look back
When love comes calling
Don't look away [x2]

And I'm standing over here
Watching you over there
Smiling, happy, unaware
Oh, life is spinning round
You're going underground, forgetting who we were
Let's try and keep it just one more day

When Love comes calling
Don't look back
When love comes calling
Don't look away [x2]

You take your love
And throw it all around
Like it's nothing special
Just a sound
Let me say one more thing
I don't think you realize
That a day is like a year sometimes

(When Love comes calling
Don't look back
When love comes calling
Don't look away) [x4]

Rest In Paradise

See When You ask me What Heaven is This comes in Mind
iN one week i found out 2 people i knew have passed away, but two different situations both people i have met few times but talked to them enough to hear a piece of their mind both hustlas both street smart yet somehow this drug game had some piece of them as well ,
both deaths were sudden and none due to drugs and both merely 30 it saddens me cause ive gotten advice from both and i been told the same advice and it shocks me
yet the one i knew less is who inspired me, this man was in a wheelchair but if you met him his attitude doesnt remind you what his misunfortue was , so cocky so confident and so positive , we spoke and he kept being so positive and somehow i felt understood "real recognize real"
he told me to stay how i am with my hustla ambition and to get  myself ahead in my education especially with my business minded self, unfortunately he fell in a pool and passed away it torns me cause iwish i knew him better yet somehow if i did i probably be more hurt all i knnow is hes an angel now and i at least got to meet "real"
R.i.p hecor hernandez
r.i.p luis ramos aka rubio

rubio i didnt know you well but i understood you to the point where i want to be more positive in this life i lead

I Like to Thank

Whoever Decided to Smoke MARIJUANA!

The Truth

Hello My Name Is..

Lesbianism

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I wonder how it all began ,
lesbian , gay , dykes , carpet muncher , etc

Its funny cause when i was younger i always said why would i be involved with a woman if i have the same thing, then around the age of 15 i was ADDICTED to another girls LUST

WOMAN and SEX wasnt something i ever thought i would mix , well never say never cause i can consider that my biggest FETISH

Like i really cant understand how a man can find another man attractive, how can you not find another woman sexy? but thats just my opinion

I remember my first time my friend took me to a hotel he had some party going on.. he rented two rooms and i thought one of his friends was sexy... funny cause first time i ended up rolling balls 4 hours later he tells me him and his girl will go to their room , and he ends up leaving me with his sexy friend jeje!
all i know is i go to take a shower and there she goes MOLESTING me.. and nope i didnt stop her it wasnt my first time eating but my first time being pleased by another girl.. it facinated me
from then on lets just say i became the "pussy monster"

See but theres a difference between LOVE and LUST!

i realized i couldnt LOVE another woman like i can LOVE a man... it always was LUST , just the whole sex part is what i would anticipate didnt want anything else, no emotions mixed into it..
i tried lots of times and Nope real LOVE couldnt , then i finally got engaged at 18 to another girl..after 3 months i realized it wasnt for me.. the whole image of me having kids one day thru frozen sperm or just imagining having children raised in a home where theres no FATHER , it scared me honestly , i had to think of the future especially mines since evry move you make makes your fate ...
See SEX between 2 woman is very SENSUAL
SEX with a Man is Animalistic

two different worlds
See i didnt have specific type as long as she knew she was a girl and didnt live thinking she was a dude
What i didnt understand is when lesbians wanna use dildos , sorry it wasnt for me the whole PLASTIC object , see i understand vibrator but DILDO?
for that i always went back to a guy
Lesbianism well whoever first made the move i wanna thank her !
I LOVE LESBIANS!

Puffy and his squeaking giraffe

Puffy and his squeaking giraffe

Power 96 @supaontheradio supa dave shouting me and @miss_sade_love

Amil

What happened to you?
i beleive she is one of the greatest female emcees

love this song



After jay-z shes somehow disapeared

The Best medicine

I can say they healed every pain i went through in my teens


In my opinion i believe MUSIC CURES DEPRESSION !

i believe every depressed should play the radio play music and trust me itll make a difference, people should make it a habit to always expand their minds when it comes to music

Up to you Do you wanna make a #classic or a #commercial hit




Im sorry but i love to feel the emotions in a song , i love to close my eyes and relate

Music is the Best medicine

Happy Fathers Day!!!

My father to me is my "hero" o boy , You ever heard of the saying careful what you do in life cause your children will be your karma , well i believe im my fathers karma , i feel i have gone thru his footsteps , im glad my father was always intelligent and with his suave "game" smooth talking lol,
Wanna know the funny story, my father wasnt a dead beat it was actually my biological mother who was the dead beat , a man who always lived his life partying, hustling, pimping, playing, working hard , he probably has had sex in every state in the united states . and then he turns 52 and 10 years in the states from cuba and there he is raising a 3 year old lil girl all by himself always protective, He gave it all up for he can put his daughter ahead ,most men wouldnt know how to react to a woman leaving him with their child and disapearing , most men wouldnt do the man role and act like a lil boy and give up as well... but no my father was always a man and raised me and gave me the most wonderful Stepmother , and im glad cause around the age of 14 me and my father fell out alot between me and puberty and boyfriends and sex especially LOVE , he feared his daughter young and being a statistic , But we dont hold grudges
I can say he raised a pretty smart daughter 20 yrs old and cant no one run game to me i have no children im happily married to a man who loves me doesnt do me wrong , i dont know what it feels like to be cheated i was taught to not be grimey and that lecture has always done me good , my dad taught me a man perspective of life and also a womans , he never sugar coated life for me and for that i will always thank him,

he dedicated this song to me when i was 15




i may have outgrown his lap but my father will always be my hero!
and in case you wonder where i get my great looks from i am my dads twin lol

BXCMUSIC

Follow @BXCMUSIC

#jamming

The Hustlers Reversion

Tupac Shakur

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1971 - 1996

This song has to be my fave Pac song, it motivates me , inspired me and not many know this song , At the age of 25 This man died and made #classics and he will forever be a LEGEND in the MUSIC game not just RAP

Ryan Leslie

Something about this dude his voice i dont know but it catches my attention
and im loving every minute he spends being the mic
I think hes very under-rated and needs more credit

Thick or Skinny ?? whats SEXY

Ok so i have realized yes everyone has many types , but how can you look at SKINNY and think SEXY ... she can maybe have cute face but i cant think SEXY
I personally always been a HUGE fan of THICK , its more natural, not the implanted ones though , all natural thickness,
What is your opinion?

#S.E.X Sells!

Reality

Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it. The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time. The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing. One cannot help but be in awe when he contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality. It is enough if one tries merely to comprehend a little of this mystery every day. Never lose a holy curiosity.

The Truth PriceLess

NEVER AGAIN; Take your FREEDOM, TIME, and FEELINGS for granted, Remember they're PRICELESS.

TIME is the most important thing in this world.. Something money can't buy and you can never get back.
HAPPINNESS is a State of Mind, Don't let anyone take that from you.
NEVER SETTLE --If you do, you will never know what you could accomplish or who you could endup with, besides the minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.
NEVER PROCRASTINATE --Don't leave something for tomorrow if you can do it RIGHT NOW, You could miss the opportunity to tell someone something thats important to YOU, or the opportunity to change your DESTINY.
NEVER LIE --Cause you will need to keep lying to keep the first lie, and You might hurt someone you LOVE in the process.
ALWAYS BE CONFIDENT OF YOURSELF --Nothing will get you further in life than believing in yourself. No one can hold you down better than yourself. LEARN TO DIFFERENTIATE (Between ACQUAINTANCES, CO-WORKERS, BUSINESS ASSOCIATES, FRIENDS, and BEST FRIENDS. Learn to prioritizes within them, and who deserves certain levels of TRUST.
LEARN TO PRIORITIZES --Always put whats most important to you first. Some categories you might want to have are FAMILY, GOALS, and FRIENDS - MOST IMPORTANT - NEVER MAKE SOMEONE YOUR PRIORITY IF THEY ONLY MAKE YOU AN ALTERNATIVE.
ALWAYS REMEMBER SPECIAL MOMENTS -If its someones SPECIAL EVENT, plan around it, and make sure you SHOW UP. Remember the little things in life mean so much to US ALL that they're PRICELESS. If you are a FRIEND, and you can't show up for their SPECIAL EVENT, don't EMAIL or TEXT them but CALL THEM.
LEARN SOME OF LIFE LESSONS ON LOVE
1.If You're Dating Your Dream Come True, Raise Your Hand. If You're Not, Raise Your Standards.
2.There is such a thing as loving the right person at the wrong time.
3. Sometimes the people who really care and would love us if we were with them remain either a friend or a stranger.
4.Don't love someone for who they are, love them for who you are when you are with them.
5.Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you. It's a personality thing.
6. The worse way to miss a person is to be next to them and know that you could never have them.
7.You could be just one person to the world, but to one person you could be the world, the power of love.
8.Please dont be stubborn trying to get your way, and don't dramatise the situation just to win an arguement. In the end you might lose more than an argument.
9. Never be negative about the relationship or it might become a Self-Fulfilled Prophecy.
10.Sometimes its better to end/leave as friends than to end/leave as enemies.
11. Losing a person in life can be fate because it opens the door to so many new experiences.
12.It's not about keeping your promises, It's about following your heart. Its not what everyone else wants, its what you want.

WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT?

A Good Woman

A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, nor does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but without God she will just be played. A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lessons, meant to bring her closer to self knowledge and unconditional self love.

Murder Mass in HIaleah

A wild-eyed gunman who targeted women in a murderous rampage at a Florida restaurant was the half-brother of pitcher Orlando (El Duque) Hernandez, a former hurler for both the Yankees and Mets.

Gerardo Regalado shot dead his wife, Liazan Molina, 27, and three other women late Sunday, police said. He also wounded three women at Yoyito's Cafe in Hialeah before killing himself. Some of the victims worked at the restaurant.

It was the worst mass murder in the city's history.

Regalado and Hernandez have the same mother, and Hernandez has mentioned him in stories about their life in Cuba before immigrating to the U.S., The Miami Herald reported.

Hernandez defected from Cuba in 1997 and pitched for the Yankees, Chicago White Sox, Arizona Diamondbacks and Mets.

Police suspect troubles in Regalado's marriage may have triggered the slaughter, even though Facebook postings just hours before gave them the appearance of a happy couple.

Witnesses said the shooting spree started with an argument between the couple in the restaurant parking lot.

Diners told restaurant workers and police that Regalado drew a .45-caliber pistol, shot Molina and then rushed into the restaurant "like a wild man" and started firing.

Investigators said it looked like Regalado was only after women. There were at least two men in the place, but neither was shot, they said.



( this makes me sad because i grew up with that restaurant in the corner of my mothers house, velebrities always went over there and great cuban food not fake cuban food, it was a famiy environment and now this men destroyed a bunch of lifes

Juvenile

i went to court and this song had me pumping, great motivation $ucce$$

J U, V E
No breed no otha like me
fans like
is he really gonna drop that
point of degree you aint never gonna top that

He aint the same
But he still got flo
guess i gotta flo
just a little bit mo

its gonna be a Juvie nation
call this rejuvination
its too much of the fake out
gotta get the real out
before they stake out
put the kids in the safe house
cake out
pull the champ an the stakes out

I am
My Dreams
My Plans
Lemme in lemme in god damn
still lone
My shit
Nigga whatchu mean I quit
If you a pitbull, im mike vick
Ill bury your ass right quick

Its early in the morning
Yall sleepin im moanin(Wake up wake up wake up Wake up wake up)

Its early in the morning
Yall sleepin im moanin(Wake up wake up wake up wake up)

You dont want none
there wont be none
you stop acting like a bitch
you wont be one

You dont want none
there wont be none
you stop acting like a bitch
you wont be one



N O, L A
Niggas droppin like flys everyday
Whos next?
cant say
Gotta cova my dough i cant play
Be smart you could move more weight
be sharp you could lose your face
its like that when they hate you
gotta show em your a ape too

handle buisness in the night and the day too
a big dog in the hood how they rate you
a beast
like me
Im G
real as the buddha infronta my I.D

M A, G 3
Watch me yall follow my lead
My hood
My scent
I cant leave it might be my debt
watcha mean leave?
nigga not yet
i aint ready, i aint see my check

Its early in the morning
Yall sleepin im moanin(Wake up wake up wake up Wake up wake up)

Its early in the morning
Yall sleepin im moanin(Wake up wake up wake up Wake up wake up)

You dont want none
there wont be none
you stop acting like a bitch
you wont be one

you dont want none
there wont be none
you stop acting like a bitch
there wont be one

Women = Math

How do we elevate SeeSunday Poem

How can we elevate when the songs that we hear, that we tune in our ears, the images we watch, its just polluting our minds. How do you expect us to rise, when they teach us to live in our lies.
This world we create full of murder and hate, with sinster crimes, is polluting our minds. The governent's wise , like chess they play with our lives. We bound to these chains, hypnotized to this
game. To gain you must take, that's our biggest mistake. We've forgotten hearts, that's why some live behind bars. We've forgotten our soul who's worth WAY more than gold. Expect us to rise,
decpite all these crimes, expect us to elevate but many of you have no faith. Girls selling their lives, for glamour and money signs. They don't care anymore for riches they become hoers. What
happened to beauty what happened to love, what happened to marraige what happened to us! If we don't change our ways, we'll be come worse than slaves. We'll stay stuck in this madness, and never come
out of it. Why

SunGlasses ! music always recycles

Whats in YOUR Closet ?!?

We all have something hidden in our closet...
whats in yours?
How many skeletons in your closet?

Eminem COMEBACK

A must hear! Eminem is one of our generations greatest lyrical beasts!

Check Out @Strizzykastro Debut single "Go Hard" Featuring @Preign & @Rebellyus

Closure

Closure is something we all need in order to go forward
you gotta close some doors in order to open others

Theres moments in our lives we wont forget , yet they are moments we cant forget,
and without closure we feel like prisoners in our own body ,
in your mind, emotionally, to let go you have to feel closure if not what ifs will always lead you on

RollerCoaster

Happy Anniversary !!!!

A Day like today , I had gotten Married
yes it is just paper cause you dont need that paper to prove your love,
But it was something i ididnt imagine myself doing at all in my lifespan i guess JINXED myself ,
NOTHING i regret , all i know it was a beautiful moment once you say i do, i know i got teary , something i didnt expect of myself

5-11-09
Mrs Tatiana Montes